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Hmm, I have clear mind now.
Discussing this with people who have similar thoughts about relationship is really helpful. I understand my own concepts in a relationship now. I judge myself a lot. I can't stand being disloyal in a relationship. I am really a straight person (Wen would say law obeyer), even for love. If I have the thoughts that I would not end my life with this person, then I can't be with him because I will feel ashamed in front of him. I don't think people have the power to force themselves accept somebody without meeting the expectation as the partner for their lives. That's why I choose to leave. I can't forget the pity if I end my life with him. He is definitely a nice guy to love. It's really a pity that I can't be satisfied with him. I really think so. So I have to do this to myself, to punish myself by single days. And then try to find somebody will make me feel determined enough to spend the rest of my life hopefully. I think it's not easy but this is what I should do.
Though I am Sag, I don't really like freedom compared to belonging to the guy I love. But for now, I will take the advantage of being single and enjoy my long-time-no-see single and maybe lonely days. But I know I have you guys in my life. I don't want to list you guys here. You know I mean you if you are in. (Maybe we are not used to be this close, but I hope I can be with you more and do the same things you guys did for me. ) Though I didn't share my life now with ALC family except for Wen, I still love you sooooo much. Wen, I don't think you will misunderstand what I mean. Because you know I love you sooooo much.
Though I am Sag, I don't really like freedom compared to belonging to the guy I love. But for now, I will take the advantage of being single and enjoy my long-time-no-see single and maybe lonely days. But I know I have you guys in my life. I don't want to list you guys here. You know I mean you if you are in. (Maybe we are not used to be this close, but I hope I can be with you more and do the same things you guys did for me. ) Though I didn't share my life now with ALC family except for Wen, I still love you sooooo much. Wen, I don't think you will misunderstand what I mean. Because you know I love you sooooo much.
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