穿著Prada的兔子

大四了   沒有人管
大四了   大家有很多種生活形態
哪種都不見怪
所以必須幫自己決定 
修課輕重   資科管科通識到死
系烤要不要參加
在家宅或是在管五宅
雖然想高調也高不起來
但是要多低調就看自己的決定
十一點出頭
拿著一如往常的阿水早餐盒
吃沒一陣子
可愛有禮的尤學弟出現
第一句話是『學姊，妳大四了對嗎？』
我愣了一會兒，『嗯...對啊！』
我還在思考這句話的意義的同時
學弟又發了一槍單純又發人深省的問題
『學姊，壓力會很大嗎？』 
其實我還沒感覺到壓力
我告訴他我的Official short-term future plan
學弟搭上電梯離去後
我開始思考   是啊   我是該有壓力
說好的每條路   我都該好好鋪
是該拿起晾在飲料邊的Word Smart
又想想
大二的時候我也是這樣的
因為未來而感到些許壓力
想和高年級的學長姊談談
到頭來發現每個人都有不同的故事
沒有General solution
話說回來
我的人生啊
最近真是亂七八糟
習慣不再可行
可行也無法習慣
失衡的日子   
沒有自己的地方
Welcome to my life.

我喜歡這個字型和顏色（大心）
原諒我常喜新厭舊
只有對東西
人可沒有喔

其實這是一個自己的挑戰
不論是Physical or mental
淡水是個有很多回憶的地方
而且是很美好的
吃過燒餅夾蛋和喝不完的豆漿
閒晃到那我們曾買酒的小七
拿了一瓶冰EVIAN
繼續閒晃到校園裡
開始後悔沒在小福小七買
我的四塊錢 QQ
閒晃到大門口
坐在最近很有緣的矮凳上
看見了一個女孩坐在最近台大的靠牆長椅
似乎不是很開心   不過我沒多想
久候多時
就在楷氏夫婦出現的同時
有位女孩飛單車出現
拯救了那個長椅女孩
把手環在她的肩上   開始聽她哭訴
又是一個幸運的女孩
有個她的夏天或秋天
妙麗出現後   我們前往水源
有種星期四才知道這裡有租車處
資訊使用的真是透徹
選了高級變速車250/4h
甲地借乙地還
  
高級車真好騎
讓我想到單無雙的單車之旅
等我哪天一時運動興起又有錢
我一定要買一台漂亮的   
一路騎一個出頭小時
雨開始從小變大
我們在靠近社子的涼亭躲雨
一邊吃葡萄（小胖真是太賢慧）
 
大約半小時後
我們決定脫離坐以待斃的涼亭
冒雨往前進
從社子入口往關渡方向走
難爬的上坡後總是可以嚐到下坡的快感
經過關渡玉女宮
沿路和我們很有緣的大叔
囉唆囉唆地告訴我們方向以後
我們又在關渡租車處相遇
又好心『建議』我們騎到八里搭渡輪


 

  
於是我們就展開了
半小時到八里之旅
 
橫渡關渡大橋
雖然不是橫渡Golden Gate Bridge
不過總是比沒有好
在心中模擬那天Abby他們到底玩得多開心


當我要脫離橋邊時
聽到妙麗驚呼一聲
我在橋上拿下我的帽子是對的XD
大下坡without足夠緩衝區真是非常恐怖
繼續騎了一陣子   
我們準時十二點到
租車處的便當也太香了
租車畢業證書

帶著一公升的愛玉冰
沒有學生價的渡船票

我們坐上了八里往淡水的渡輪
到了熟悉的淡水老街渡口
我的天阿   這是第一個考驗
不過我們走向了完全不同的方向
周杰倫國中路上的阿給   最老的那間
點了阿給和魚丸湯
我還是喜歡有肉的食物 = =+


吃完小辣阿給與熱死人的魚丸湯
加上悶熱的天氣
我們擦著汗   黏黏地
往周杰倫套餐店的路口走回去
天仁茗茶   
我最愛的抹茶冰淇淋奶綠
現在對我來說太飽了
降價中霜淇淋取而代之
走回捷運站
真是到了這幾天才知道
學生證兼悠遊卡可說是我包包裡
次於手機相機的第三生命
沒錢回家就好
沒悠遊卡才知道花六十元坐車回家是多痛的事情
坐車是另一個考驗
沒有人依靠的時間
我今天很勇敢
回到家後要好好寵愛自己 :)
感想
 
台北很黏很溼
台北的河有味道
台北的風景不夠漂亮
Emilia我想念妳
想念妳勇敢冒險的身影
想念和妳在Stanford Palo Alto一起騎車的日子
想念ALC是每天必須
不過今天有別的回憶take your place
I am sorry, dear
 
今天開始看無字幕英文電影與影集
真是個挑戰與趣味
ATC is really interesting, real but also fake, and inspiring.

康旻杰老師：『我來自宜蘭，住在台北也二十年有了。但是我始終沒有辦法愛上台北這個城市，沒有甚麼特別的理由。』
昨天晚上，我特別的懂他說得那種感覺。
住在天母十七年半，我可以說我喜歡天母。
但是要說愛上天母，始終差那麼一點。
住在松山南港區四年，我可以說我一點都不愛這裡。

Paul這家餐廳離誠品信義店很近，仁愛圓環那邊。
Swensen's 的常客應該知道仁愛圓環那家廁所在店外面的店，就在那旁邊啦。
聽說我可愛的小瑜解節說，這家Paul開了一年左右，但是剛開店時，有些趣聞。
因為原料從法國進口，店內的餐點，氣氛，裝潢，制服都幾可亂真法國的本店，所以每天都排隊排到仁愛圓環上去了。
兩個月後，珍貴的法國原料就用完了，只好修業補貨。
有圖有真相。
http://www.flickr.com/photos/ritayutingwang/sets/72157622462197894/
 
說實在的
麵包很好吃
咖啡美式普通
菩提茶用茶包普通
氣氛如果你喜歡法國風或是氣質路線很不錯
想看書想要光想要明亮的心情閃亮的日子   那還是換一家沒那麼有氣質的
沙拉醬很酸
優格大推   配它很有水準的草莓果醬人間美味
奶油很好吃   容器很酷
起司蒸蛋很普通
起司火腿三明治好吃   不過我還是愛熱三明治
價錢不太可愛   比美式早餐還貴點
  
蝴蝶酥看起來很好吃   下次想要試試看   帶走好了
帶去明亮美麗的地方坐下來吃
真想找一個像Union Square LV對面的那種地方
 
總之就是   大概我這個人比較不適合法國  
比較適合美國吧

Our story is a song from a Taiwanese band Tension.
I just thought of this song when I came back home from a delicate but not that attractive breakfast (French style) and my short Eslite trip.
I know this song for a long time.
Tension is a band that the favorite of Wei, my maybe best friend in junior high school, and he sang this song horribly in KTV.
This song reminded of my ALC family and the times I had with you guys.
It says that we have a really good story, we will cherish it and the story will continue in the future.
The original lyric is as following.
我們的故事  Tension
曲：David Tao
詞：David Tao/葉寒輝
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6M9Vwb1bcU
在你左右  還有多久
怎麼樣才能讓時間倒流
每一分每一秒都珍重
緊握的手  不願放鬆
十點半的飛機它在等候
不要再讓自己的眼淚流  我必須要走
（要記得）我們的故事真難忘    
太多的回憶和希望   不管它有多瘋狂 
我願意一生收藏  
我們的故事不能忘
太多的情節要發展  不要放棄
因為有一天緣份會繼續
我知道你寂寞  一個人確實好難過
思念是一種痛  沒有你叫我怎麼活
身邊充滿誘惑  不堅定就容易犯錯
你是否能看見未來的收穫
你願意在耐心等候
讓我們一起演完
The first two parts are too meaningful to me, so I would try to translate them in order to let my Japanese, Korean, and American family to understand how much I miss them and hope we can continue our story.
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How many times do I still have to be around you? 
How can I make the times fly back?
Every seconds are to be cherished
Our hands join tight, unwilling to break apart
The 10:30 flight is waiting for me                             // I want to change it to the 1:30 flight...
Don't let my tears running, I have to go
Our story is hard to forget
There are too many memories and hopes, no matter how crazy they are
that I want to treasure them in my life
Our story can't be forgot
There is too many scenes that are meant to happen
Don't give them up
Because one day the story will continue
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This song is so inspiring.
It can turn our sadness to wishes and hopes, as long as we have the strong faith.

I had a nice afternoon with Wen Today :)
We changed our Rose Garden afternoon tea plan to Japanese breakfast one, but we went to Bread and Soup at last. Let's try the Japanese restaurant next time, Wen. I like the atmosphere a lot, though I usually like places with brighter lights. So, I really enjoy the atmosphere in Bread and Soup - bright, clean, and a little noisy. When a place is too quiet, we can't talk about whatever we want in ease. I ordered a soup with bread to fill my empty stomach without breakfast or lunch.

 
I love creamy soup with mushroom (I know it's not good for girlish figure) !
Wen ordered a dessert combo, three sweets and a drink.

   

I am not a student who is that hard-working. One of the main growth after 3 years of college life is that I can select the point more accurately, which means I can do more things that I want in class. I really want to read some English of interesting topic. So, I thought of Kelly Bradshaw in Sex and the city and search for column at New York Times.
 It’s from “Want to be my boyfriend? Please define” by Marguerite Fields published on May 4, 2008.It reads, “I tried to remember that no one is my property and neither am I theirs, and so I should just enjoy the time we spend together, because in the end it’s our collected experiences that add up to a rich and fulfilling life. I tried to tell myself that I’m young, that this is the time to be casual, careless, lighthearted and fun; don’t ruin it.”This is really American style. They are more open-minded when it comes to relationship. I think this kind of ideas are too open for me, but it kind of inspire me at some aspects.

Hmm, I think about this in my Japanese class and thus I can’t concentrate on my Japanese 2 which has the highest cost-effect value and easiest atmosphere. I think about the good times we had and the good part of his personality. I miss the times we had because it’s so natural and honest. We were like meant for each other except for those problems that can’t be easily solved.Because of those difficult problems, I feel like I can’t determine myself to spend the rest time of my life with him. If I have this kind of thoughts, my sense of loyalty and moral will judge me to death. I will feel guilty and sorry when I spend times with him. I don’t want him to waste his time on who is not determined. He is a nice guy, and he will have a good life. If we were not going to solve the problem completely, then we have to face the problems some day in the future. If we are meant to break up someday, then I don’t think we should hold this truth and stay together for just happiness. If we don’t have future, I can hardly be happy because I am too honest to both him or myself.After this cherishing relationship, my kind of first love, should I find somebody who won’t have unsolvable problems when becoming couple with me? But how can I know? Love is the most powerful thing and most amazing thing that should be cherished. Is it better to drop somebody we love because of the problems that you haven’t face? Or should we just try it, follow our heart? It will be a memorable pity for every relationship that ends with mutual love, maybe even worse than people who love each other but never become a couple.

Hmm, I have clear mind now.
Discussing this with people who have similar thoughts about relationship is really helpful. I understand my own concepts in a relationship now. I judge myself a lot. I can't stand being disloyal in a relationship. I am really a straight person (Wen would say law obeyer), even for love. If I have the thoughts that I would not end my life with this person, then I can't be with him because I will feel ashamed in front of him. I don't think people have the power to force themselves accept somebody without meeting the expectation as the partner for their lives. That's why I choose to leave. I can't forget the pity if I end my life with him. He is definitely a nice guy to love. It's really a pity that I can't be satisfied with him. I really think so. So I have to do this to myself, to punish myself by single days. And then try to find somebody will make me feel determined enough to spend the rest of my life hopefully. I think it's not easy but this is what I should do.
Though I am Sag, I don't really like freedom compared to belonging to the guy I love. But for now, I will take the advantage of being single and enjoy my long-time-no-see single and maybe lonely days. But I know I have you guys in my life. I don't want to list you guys here. You know I mean you if you are in. (Maybe we are not used to be this close, but I hope I can be with you more and do the same things you guys did for me. ) Though I didn't share my life now with ALC family except for Wen, I still love you sooooo much. Wen, I don't think you will misunderstand what I mean. Because you know I love you sooooo much.