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People who know me well all know that I easily fell asleep almost everywhere.
Though things changed a little after leaving ALC.
I can't sleep comfortably and peacefully in public, mainly means 5th lab.
Maybe I still can't adapt that my family is not here around me and I am not in Alondra lounge on couch.
Today, I have different reason.
My family trip...
I slept with my GrandMom in a room with double bed.
The first sight I saw this bed, my hope died and I knew that I won't have a good sleep today.
I don't fell like complain anything today.
Complaining always make my life even tougher.
After hanging in my parent's room until 12 something, I knew that my Mom should go to bed.
I came back to my room and face the tragedy of destiny.
At first, I didn't notice how serious situation I was in.
I could still grab enough quilts to feel warm.
But not anymore after the first punch I got at 2:30.
She got all my quilts and keep punching me or kicking me while she turned sides.
After half an hour, I gave up and went to the short couch as my haven.
I brought all the cotton thing with me, my bath towel, bathrobe and my Abercrombie fleece.
I settled down with my pillow lying exactly the same way as in Alondra.
Then everything came, every memory.
All the best things in my life, all the people in my ALC family as well as some sin that somebody did.
I started to miss everyone in a rather insane way for me.
I tried to use the inherited tip and skill for sleeping, but in vain.
I don't know why, but somehow it was totally different feeling from what I felt in ALC.
All went wrong.
I decided to get up and kill time by SATC and writing blog to survive the time until 8.
After going to breakfast with my parents, I will go to their room and sleep the time back.
Again, I don't feel like complaining today.
She just woke up and asked me why was I still awake.
I didn't say anything.
Maybe I felt hopeless to sleep comfortably.
Maybe I just don't want to argue with her or blame her on this.
Maybe I just have thoughts penetrating my brain and make me think of nothing but those memories.
I miss you guys so much tonight.
I can't help but use tiring time to forget the thoughts a little.
Though things changed a little after leaving ALC.
I can't sleep comfortably and peacefully in public, mainly means 5th lab.
Maybe I still can't adapt that my family is not here around me and I am not in Alondra lounge on couch.
Today, I have different reason.
My family trip...
I slept with my GrandMom in a room with double bed.
The first sight I saw this bed, my hope died and I knew that I won't have a good sleep today.
I don't fell like complain anything today.
Complaining always make my life even tougher.
After hanging in my parent's room until 12 something, I knew that my Mom should go to bed.
I came back to my room and face the tragedy of destiny.
At first, I didn't notice how serious situation I was in.
I could still grab enough quilts to feel warm.
But not anymore after the first punch I got at 2:30.
She got all my quilts and keep punching me or kicking me while she turned sides.
After half an hour, I gave up and went to the short couch as my haven.
I brought all the cotton thing with me, my bath towel, bathrobe and my Abercrombie fleece.
I settled down with my pillow lying exactly the same way as in Alondra.
Then everything came, every memory.
All the best things in my life, all the people in my ALC family as well as some sin that somebody did.
I started to miss everyone in a rather insane way for me.
I tried to use the inherited tip and skill for sleeping, but in vain.
I don't know why, but somehow it was totally different feeling from what I felt in ALC.
All went wrong.
I decided to get up and kill time by SATC and writing blog to survive the time until 8.
After going to breakfast with my parents, I will go to their room and sleep the time back.
Again, I don't feel like complaining today.
She just woke up and asked me why was I still awake.
I didn't say anything.
Maybe I felt hopeless to sleep comfortably.
Maybe I just don't want to argue with her or blame her on this.
Maybe I just have thoughts penetrating my brain and make me think of nothing but those memories.
I miss you guys so much tonight.
I can't help but use tiring time to forget the thoughts a little.
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