哼 以結論來說
害我煩惱多於一天
這對我算蠻長了
的這頓可愛又可敬的晚餐
以沒那麼可怕和其實很有趣收場
因為要吃大餐
所以日文課中我吃了牛奶和pocky
日文課後遇到了傳淵
因此沒有做傻事
也沒有吃東西
到了管五不久
等到很忙的林家偉和溥阿忙到一個段落
我又開始任性地要他們陪小姐我去小小福覓食
你們真的是做功德了
阻止我吃小木屋
林家偉 你真是我的好朋友阿
吃了熟悉又陌生的香菇雞肉粥只加皮蛋和油條
官方來說我飽了
但是口腹之慾嘛
所以去資結前
拜託可憐又盡責的司機先生
載我去吃Frozen yogurt
花錢真的好容易
一百大洋就這樣飛了
不過好好吃
最近吃優格的型也固定了
我還真是個容易安於習慣的人
資結與演算法
我真的不知道我坐在那裡做什麼
早知到就蹺課去跟Wen聊天了
禮拜五下午選這種認真課
真是不明智的決定
因為資工系要系烤
六點下課 天色已經很暗
真想念加州八九點才下山的太陽
東西好重 不過女生還是要獨立自主
每天拜託朋友載像甚麼樣
決定花錢來確保自己的獨立性XD
路上還是做了下午沒做的蠢事
傳淵 我對不起你
心中默默的想著
如果...（消音） 那我就...（消音）
在莫名的難度和不該的期待中
搭上了小黃
講了濟南路和金山南路交口以後
司機先生沈默了好一陣子
才在想是不是上了小黑
趕快打個電話確保會有人發現我沒下車
結果司機先生才打破沈默
『小姐阿，到底是記南路還是幾南路阿？』
我更ㄘㄨㄚˋ了
先生你該不會連濟南路都不知道吧...
『你們年輕人都念幾男路，我聽好幾個了，不過我記得當年我讀書的時候...』
原來如此 我對國文可以說一點堅持都沒有
終於比較安心 畢竟自己坐小黃還是有點害怕
不免俗的 又是大學專科話題
又是前難賺 兒女多
竟然還聊到我的未來
下車前還經過勺勺客
遇到自請隔離一天的馬麻
走進騎樓看不見招牌的歐洲小鎮
非常歐洲風 進去的時候有兩桌客人
下篇待續
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ありがとうね、Coolman。
あなた出ったから、私はあのところに行かなかった。
私、たくさん理由が思う。
自分にほんどういいことをしなければ ならない。
ありがどうね。
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１、いなければならない人。
２、いた方がいい人。
３、いても、いなくてもいい人。
４、いない方がいい人。
５、死んだ方がいい人。
私は いた方がいい人に なりたいです。
ゆうちゃん、かんばって。
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13:20-14:10 | | | | 英語口語訓練三
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管二302
| | 資料結構與演算法上
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經過了累人的找課週與任性蹺課的丟課週那兩週有太多影響因素
很容易讓人累與任性壓
寵愛自己是我現在最能做的事情
雖然還是有些認真課
但是那是一定要的啦
為了寵愛未來的自己
以下是我任性的選擇
星期一二都空白寫了幹嘛呢
Wed. Thur. Fri.
1
2
3 日文二上
4 日文二上
@ 日文二上
5 口語訓練
6 文字探勘 口語訓練
7 文字探勘 資結演算
8 文字探勘 資結演算
9 資結演算
學分表
資料檢索與文字探勘＃系內選修＃3
英文口語訓練三＃一般選修＃2
日文二上＃一般選修＃3
資料結構與演算法＃一般選修＃3
資管專題＃系訂必修＃2
台灣地質探索＃通識A7＃2
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大四上學分總計 15
其實不是很好的結構
一般選修這學期就會修爆
我還需要一個A3通識和一個系內選修
所以
在不去交換的前提下
我大四下要修一個通識 I have totally no idea about that.
然後一個系內選修 可能是計算理論 排隊理論 或是whatever
希望可以把日文二下和資結與演算法下修起來
這樣我就會有兩資一語一通識
至少十一學分
哎
真想去修國外的資課程呢
管...我就算了
我只有比較愛會計而已
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I will have the lovely dinner with flower 40 tomorrow night. I really love to chat with those women who used to my mother's colleagues, though there are only one left in the same company.
Let me introduce this club flower 40 to all you guys and then you would know one of the important things in my life better.
Aunt Belinda, Carol, Sophia, Joy, and My mother Sandra are the founders of this club. I joined them a few months after the first dinner of the club when I was 14. Then Aunt Frances joined us when I was about 17 according to my vague memory.
We would have dinner together every 1 or 2 months in fabulous restaurants and sometimes have desserts after formal dinner and chat until midnight. I am 21 now, which means I know these fabulous and interesting aunties for like 8 years. They are all thoughtful and kind of watching me over when I was a teen. They are all women with great capability and jobs. Whenever I heard the news that we are having dinner together, I would be really excited. I would abandon almost all the date or schedule I had and make sure I don't have anything to do in the early morning after.
You might say "then what are you going to do tomorrow that make your day awful besides having the wonderful dinner with those adorable aunties?" No, the dinner is awful enough. Let me remind you 3 supporting clues that make tomorrow an horrible day.
1. I really like those aunties, who were my mother's colleagues.
2. I met my only boy friend in the company trip held by my mother's company.
3. It's the first dinner I would have after I came back from Stanford, which can roughly translated as the first dinner after I became single after 2-year-and-8-month relationship.
Is it clear now?
I really like them. They are like maturer friends of mine. They share some innermost things with all the members. When you are close to somebody and they are willing to share their life and opinions without faking it, it's really hard to hide something from them. Okay, at least it's really hard for me. Because I like friends to be mutual. If a person who I don't consider as a close friend tell me something personal, then I think I have to do that, too. Recently I think that's something good because I won't owe others, but also something bad because I always hope the person will do the same thing but it's not always true.
When I started my first relationship (okay, I didn't think of the "first" before, it's like the one), that's the first time I hide a secret from them for 1 dinner, which means 1 or 2 months. I just said I had a boy friends, but not too specifically. Then of course they can guess that he is someone they knew. I felt really guilty not telling them at the time. After the relationship is settled down, I decided to talked about this whenever the next dinner would be held. When I was in the relationship, we sometimes talk about it and they are all more supportive than my own mother. I really appreciate that.
Tomorrow, I think I have to talk about this. The original topic is the Stanford experience. I can easily fill all the time we have during dinner by how wonderful ALC is. I can talk about that for like 6 hours for sure. That's one minor part of the painful part tomorrow, which is talking about the best times I have ever when I miss them this much with complication and know really well that everything has changed and would never be the same. What if they ask me whether I met some guys in ALC? (They are open-minded) I am sure I have something to say, but how about not mentioning my lovely boy friend? How about not mentioning the wonderful guy in ALC but no longer is?
I saw some episodes in SATC season 2. When the second time Carrie and Mr. Big broke up because Carrie found out what they want from this relationship are quite different, I felt like being punched. I knew what we wanted from a relationship is quite the same. We need somebody that we love to support ourselves and also have great times until we are seniors, right? Compared to their problems, I think the reason I had is... However, problems in different relationships can't be compared. It's only if we have the same thoughts about them and the same ways to face or solve them. That's what I have so far.
In conclusion, the main struggle is that I really want to tell the truth when I don't know whether I can handle telling it when I am not that sure about it and still figuring out what do I want from a relationship. It will be a painful night for me to choose or balance between truth and hiding the truth in front of important persons, but never telling the lies. Moreover, it would be an exhausted day to try to think everything through in the time I get before dinner. Good luck, Rita. Be yourself... hopefully.
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This field is really interesting!
Don't misunderstand my words, I don't like the class at all.
I have to say I enjoy the textbook much more than the lecture.
I know he is your boss. I am sorry, Wesley.
I know me, I can't lie to myself.
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I was really sleepy last night. Fortunately and unfortunately, I saw Yukiko on msn. I can't help but knocking her to have a little conversation. It's so nice to talk to you, Yukiko. The conversation reminded me of every ones in ALC. I miss the Yukiko style "not at all" a lot. I miss the smile of you. I miss the cute humor and joke you did. I miss the time we had together. It's so good to think of the memory, though sometimes they hurt my heart.
Lives in our own country are so different. We all have things to do and worry about. We are no longer in FloMo, sharing the same life together. I miss you guys so much. Whenever I saw the picture we took before we went to do survey together on my Mac desktop, I feel like smiling with the sunlight in it. Though the times will never come back and you guys are so far from my life, we are still homies, right? We are family who have different lives but support each other. You are the treasure in my life. I can't wait for the reunion in Japan. Homies, please all come. I don't want to miss anyone of you.
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I am so used to say good night to him.
In the past, I couldn't really sleep well without his voice.
Okay, I slept well but there was something missing to make my sleep even sweeter.
I don't have a boy friend to say good night now.
I don't have the guy to talk to when I was totally awake, but I felt that I want to do nothing,
I don't have the one who make me feel safe and easy falling asleep.
Maybe I just miss him a lot.But, but, but,I am not going to find a person to say good night like that just due to loneliness.Not like that, and I don't think I can do that.I would save it for the one,
since I am the special one and he is the one, too.
My friends, good night.
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在那個買酒的全家
最近怎麼一直用買酒經驗來說明便利商店呢
不不不 我可是良家婦女
我可是不會在操場喝酒呆一整晚去麥當當吃早上五點的喔
言歸正傳
在IR前 和林家偉去全家買糧食
飄到飲料櫃的同時
被櫃前的長裙小姐叫住了
這不是我朝思暮想的Wen小姐嘛
早上才寫了很多臉紅的話
現在就巧遇本尊了
不過妳竟然用Abercrombie辨認身分
馬上興起了介紹兩位好友認識的主意
今天的心情加上美國人飲食 適合喝牛奶
看到Wen就想吃草莓Pocky
兩位久仰大名又小尷尬的會面真趣味
在美國與台大兩種氣氛中相見
還真是不習慣
可能真的有點驚訝到
原諒我心中沒有organization
本來想跟妳講更多話的
親愛的 記得好好吃飯嘛
眼睛超級過敏加上其實有點睏
還好有妳出現
下午的IR我應該熬的過去
IR開始了...
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Miranda: "After two years, I forgot how hard it is (to endure breakup)."
"You just take all the time you need, okay?"
Carrie: "And finally, the most important breakup rule,
No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal,
you would never get through it without your friends."
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今天早上與林家偉做了些Case Study
發現tone調真的是很有趣的事情
當人與人之間tone不合
即使彼此有心 努力似乎也沒有用
但是當tone合了
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