穿著Prada的兔子

I recalled what he said about keeping ex away before.
Since his words are sometimes worth considering, I would take them out to think of my owns. 
If the future one hasn't come, it is not necessarily be too clear.
If it comes, we can choose the degree of effect resulted from the past one.
They can both be now ones.
They can both be future ones.
And they can both be past ones.
But what if we don't know the future one is coming when we are still haunted by the past one, or rather try-to-be past one?
Topic of the day.

放榜了放榜了！！！
一直很擔心吳育溥
備二應該沒有問題的！
因為妙麗和大美要去資工了嘛
恭喜大家
我好羨慕你們喔
羨慕你們塵埃落定
未來有著落   似乎囉
啊啊   我要長期抗戰了
不要迷失自己的方向
給自己和親愛的朋友們
恭喜發財
紅包拿來～

Finally I uploaded them to my album.
So busy these days.
I would uploaded it to facebook and write my travel notes on my blog soon.
But now I have to take my Japanese class first, and receive the midterm disaster I made last week.

啊啊
最近心情好複雜啊
為了未來   為了很多事情
總是要想很多
想了不一定實現
但是不想一定不會實現
想著未來   會讓人有和現在脫節
沒有辦法專注於大四課業的感覺
說實在有點糟糕
剛從日本回來
有很多和ALC family的事情想要po出來
在日本的時候覺得好奇妙
竟然這樣又相見了
好開心
但是分離不再是感傷
因為我們其實很近
今天還是早點睡吧
過去一個禮拜也太操了點
重頭開始吧
好好學習   穩紮穩打
達成目標！

今天好多人問我為什麼穿這樣
也有些同學學弟妹被我唬到
日文考完我第一個交卷
老師竟然在全班面前說
那我們祝這位同學面試順利
總之
照片已經上傳到我的相簿了
今天很忙
就沒有圖文並茂囉
自己去看看吧
有照相的
我們來上傳facebook吧
我考完在日本會弄的
明天出發
大家晚安

啊啊
時間和大家不一樣真的很討厭
沒辦法   因為想走的路有點不同
真的很遺憾今天沒有辦法參加
我真的好想去好想去喔
當然
熟的人哪時候在約都可以
但是吃的是個氣氛
吃的是IM99相聚的氣氛
享受現在的快樂
和各奔前程的失落
可惜我也有我的未來要打拼
雖然可能必須重頭開始
我還是不想沒有試過就放棄
老實說
我喜歡按部就班的念書
不喜歡臨時抱佛腳
尤其是自己喜歡的東西
如果這次考差了
也代表我可以take my time
好好的紮實的把他啃下來
說真的不喜歡投機取巧啊
如果這次考的可以
那表示我有機會今年出國
我也要趁機磨練自己
在接下來的時間
把學過的東西好好念念
今天
中午其實蠻有趣的
該是面試完腳軟的你們去買的
但是不知為何   
心中的一股熱血就湧上來了
大概是頭痛的關係
也沒辦法好好念書
事實上
我應該要當機立斷
乾脆吃完就回家的
我本來就不是果斷的人
但是今天
是因為你們喔   親愛的朋友們
我知道召開這樣的晚餐
就是希望全班可以一起吃飯
但一定免不了希望熟人去吧
蒲阿   家偉   傳淵
謝謝你們
很難說明今天下午的感受
但是很溫馨
有些人找吃飯
說著「不要念書了啦，吃飯啦」
但是你們不會
因為你們也知道
這是我的未來吧
當朋友不是顧著道義
而是真心為你著想的時候
真的很開心呢
你們沒有要求我去
只是偷偷的用各種方式拐我
好像是想要我去   又怕我有壓力
今天我可以清楚的感覺到
我們關心彼此的未來
可以幫到的忙我們都會幫
為彼此的未來期待開心
為彼此的未來迷惘擔憂
有朋友真的好好喔
最喜歡你們了: )
p.s. I love you, Wen. 
 

你們明天要加油
十一點通通給我滾去睡
不要緊張
最重要的是臨危不亂
表現出好的人格特質
最喜歡看男生穿西裝了
看看你們有沒有大加分
當沒有人走同樣的路時
信念要比較堅定
你們有很多人作伴
還有我的支持
所以一定沒問題的

I am so busy these days.
When I can't get enough sleep these days, which roughly means going to bed later than 11 something, 
I felt anxious and lose the focus on the other day.
I have a midterm week and a supposed to be show and tell week.
The school work would be finished after 11 am tomorrow.

After the inefficient study at global lounge last afternoon, I went back to 5th lab.
As soon as my Adium connected, there was a window popped up abruptly.
It was a familiar account, Tetsuya!!!
I haven't chatted with Tetsuya since we came back.
Part of the reason might be Tetsuya was soooooo busy in September, and I am busy since October.
Chatting with Tetsuya is interesting.
It's like chatting with a cute friend but also a mature man.
Like Wen said, Tetsuya is more talkative online, haha.
So nice to talk to him just like the times in ALC, or maybe nicer though I can't see his face.
I always like to talk to Tetsuya no matter that about serious topic or just beat the bush.
Talking to him about the trip to Japan somehow made me less worried about the Japan trip.
I was worried about bother the life of Japanese ALC family.
I really want to see them and hang out a little.
Also, I am afraid that relationship between us will change with the different life we have.
I don't want them to feel bother and still shoulder the responsibility planning where we are hanging out.
I just want to see my ALC family and maybe see the life they live in their hometown.
I can wait until winter vacation when everyone is going to Japan, then we can hold a big reunion.
Just want to see you guys since I miss you tooooooo much!
Thank you, Tetsuya.
You are sooooooooo nice a guy.
Thank you sooooooo much, Yukiko.
I don't want to say sorry because it seems not suitable for our family relationship.
Then thank you guys for everything.
Hope you guys want to see me, too.

來到伯朗的路上
刻意轉到了最幸福的事
あーあ
是不是很找死呢
而且還又快哭了
很努力的把眼淚吸回去
其實這首歌前面歌詞很棒
但是我卻聽不太到
可能是馬麻車上音響太爛了
不然師太就要鞭文音了
今天甚至還興起了
把這首歌放進iPod的想法
文音在高音部份的哭腔和亮度平衡得真好
是有真心的歌
也因為唱出了
心中認同的事情
心中想念的事情
所以才這麼容易感動吧
聽完趕快轉到壞人去消毒
其實壞人也是去年精選哭哭歌
只是這種強烈的祝福哭哭歌
保全自己放手祝福哭哭歌
這幾天對我來說是享受的歌
真有趣呢